Posted - 13/9/2015 3:32:13 continued:when i google the components, it seems her goal is mostly to tranquilize me. that's not what happened though. First reactions (first two days): - unsettled thinking, not energetic enough to express these (notice this the next day) - sleep: wake up during liver times, very anxious, weird drainage in throat, think i might forget to breathe, my chest area itches like crazy. postoperative pain after a surgery is diminishing (the only good thing). feel my body compressing, everything seems tauter, veins in my feet and hands prevalent. Further reactions (day 3-5): sleep- that pattern continues (even now after stopping the herb), i wake up between 12:30-1:30, usually from a crazy negative dream, followed by really depressing thoughts from 1-5 am, then good sleep that it is disappointing to wake from. EYE BLURS up again dramatically, worse than what it was before, no longer variable but all the time. this is still going on and i have the screen very zoomed to be able to write this.
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